I'm sorry guys, I've totally been spamming you with journals... bleh, I hate it when that happens to me, so feel free to delete any of mine -^^- (rant-ish journal below)

When someone very obviously lies, or is being purposely annoying to me, I think I'm pretty justified at getting mad, or arguing a bit, but everyone acts like its a terrible thing. They get mad at ME instead. Doing just what they said for me NOT to do. Learn by example right? So I want to get away from it. From 'home' especially, school definietly, and even my friends sometimes. All this leads up to the fact that I'll hopefully being be going to Vancouver next weekend. If it doesn't work out, I'll still go in the next few weeks, but I really hope it can be next week. People make me so /mad/ now days.
And for all my incredible irl friends, I'm so sorry if I'm completly bitchy. I'm trying to hide, but it's not working out too well. :''( I love you guys, not mater how terrible my mood, so feel free to kick me next time I'm mean to you, 'kay?
Anyways... in my family, its a favour for a favour. So, if someone 'lets' me have the computer (after they finished everything they wanted to and more) I'm supporsed to act very grateful, not just say thank-you, but also do something for them, something that /they/ think is the same worth. I fucking hate my house!! As well as most of the occupents in it. Excluding my fish (even though he refuses to die[and he's already more then three times older then the maxium lifespan]) and occasionally one of my little brothers. Right now, Sammy is excluded from my hate list. He's actually not only being nice, but also very sweet and cute at the moment. (surprise-surprise)
I just want to scream!! (but of coarse, we must use our /inside voices/ at all times. And I'm not /allowed/ to go for a walk)
Life sucks.

It really, really sucks...